AintGotNoLegs

Do no Harm, but Take no Shit

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I dont make sense

Laid out on the living room floor Trying to find a sunny spot I just wanna be warm I thought I cut all my fingernails But I missed my thumb I don’t feel anything but you I don’t quite feel numb Blue eyes Brown eyes We believe in dragons Don’t blame the universe Stay the fuck on the wagon Waiting for a milkshake This couple across the room makes me sick Can’t tell if they’re happy They remind me of you Dig in so deep I just want you out You say you want to leave A spider out the spout Dammit I wasn’t supposed to talk about you You’re in every line I’m annoying I’m dumb You could give a

April 20 by AintGotNoLegs, literature

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April 20

I tell myself I don’t care But I’m pacing the stairs outside my house Just trying to get you out You’re stuck in my head like a bad dream Crawl into bed Half asleep planting kisses on my forehead I can’t stand to have you so close You drive me insane Burrowed so deep in my brain Retracing steps I think I forgot The dance doesn’t change We do It’s so hard keeping up with the clock I feel like I’m always out of time I want to live in the external sunshine God grant me the spotless mind Ignorance is bliss I wish I never knew Every thought traces its way Always back to you Is it love, because it hurts

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April 18

I’m still waiting on you to come back home You left to get yourself together I just wanna be together I only fight with you Please Come home soon You’re in everything I can’t help myself A girl with a broken wing You put me on the shelf I’m still patiently waiting Waiting for you to come back home I wake up and go to sleep alone You said you’d stay the night Call you up and start a fight Al I wanted was to just say hi I’m the first drunk dial you make I’m on your booze soaked mind You’ll never admit you love me too Do you remember anything from that afternoon?

April 24 by AintGotNoLegs, literature

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April 24

All these meaningful thoughts in my head I can’t focus long enough to get them to mean anything I’m part of generation adhd and anxiety Too depressed to get out of bed Working jobs that we hate We barely get paid We’re all living hand to mouth Our parents say we should have it figured out I just don’t know where I went wrong Quarter of a century gone I thought I was on to something But I just don’t know where I went wrong I went to college for a two year degree Dropped out after three Mom says I’ve got no vision for my life I could be somebody’s wife Ooh, how fulfilling That’s never been the

April 28 by AintGotNoLegs, literature

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April 28

Daily dose to keep you healthy Pay the premium to keep them wealthy Pills turn down the volume Shove it to the background I keep sending distress signals But the lines disconnected Do you remember that day? Probably not You’re always drunk until you’re not And you’re always in my thoughts I could never drink you away Believe me, I tried I try to keep it simple I’m always over complicating everything You always said I need to trim the fat Get to the point Get to it fast I don’t know where I’m going I’ll go anywhere if you hold my hand I believed your forever Your forever didn’t last Like a dre

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CinnamonToastKen x Reader ALS ice bucket challenge

"Ugh, I'm so bored!" You moaned while flopping onto the couch next to Ken, your toes touching his thighs. He smiled and grabbed your ankles, swiftly dragging you closer until your butt touched his leg. "Whoa!" You said at the quick movement, he placed your legs down across his lap while he rested his arms on your thighs. "Since you're bored Hon, what do you want to do?" He asked while rubbing your legs, humming at his question, you began thinking of a way to entertain yourself, only to jump as a loud thump was at the door. "The hell..." Slowly getting off of the couch, both you and Ken made your way over to the door to see a hand and a

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Hello and Goodbye

There is this loneliness it cannot be described Having it all ? no there will always be this emptiness this hole in your heart and soul And you already gave up You used to remember him the time you played in the garden as he planted daisies and sunflowers the time you tried to help him fix something, a smile on your oil greased cheeks he was your hero he showed care But those memories fade as time pass the clouds grow darker and all the flowers die now the toys crawl with spider webs melting away with that yellow sun dress with scars covering our arms and heartaches that never go away Cut smoke drink morphine pills The pain never f

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Artist // Hobbyist // Varied

Sep 10, 1992
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Deviant for 12 years
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This is my space to escape. I put down whatever comes to mind in my journal, and I write random poetry sometimes.

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AintGotNoLegs

Jan 20, 2017

Back at It

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I haven't done this in too long. I'm not really sure where I want to start. There's a lot going on right now. I've always been pretty damn emotional and I've always kept it in. I've never been comfortable expressing my feelings. Probably because my family always shut me down if I did. Invalidate any feeling or thought I've had. I've gotten better at expressing myself, but it still doesn't seem to do much. It's not like anyone listens to what I have to say. I mean, they listen, but they don't take it to heart or whatever. I'm so fundamentally sad, angry, and hurt. To name a few. I don't really know what to say or where I'm going with this. Eve

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AintGotNoLegs

Aug 18, 2016

Goodbye Facebook

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I decided to delete my Facebook the other day. There's too much drama. The last straw was when my sister started arguing with a friend/old manager. It's already bad enough with people shooting people, now everyone's on social media spewing their opinions and hate. I love a healthy debate, but this is just bashing each other and trying to talk over each other because you think your view point is correct and can't concede to even listen to another's. I have a hard enough time dealing with the demons in my own head, I don't want to have to fight them on the internet, too. So I'm coming back to dA for all my writing needs. I need to start writing

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AintGotNoLegs

Oct 23, 2015

FINALLY!

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I finally was able to get my laptop fixed! I'm so excited to have it back. It was a simple fix, but I kept putting it off because I didn't wanna pay $100 to get it fixed. Anyway, I'm back to journaling again. For the past 3 weeks I've been in an Intensive Outpatient Program (IOP). It's basically a rehab/psychiatric program. So I'm a crazy drug addict. What else is new? It's been difficult. I don't want to stop using. I've been dishonest with the people in the program because I've been using the whole time I've been there. I guess that confirms that I'm an addict, huh? Barbara is our group leader right now and she was told she was "terminally